my oliday plan,.. !!!

since im start my oliday, der's nothing interesting dat i do,..

hmm,..

myb der r 1 thing which is i attending korean class along wif my fwen, dewi,.. ^_~

da rest of it is nothing,..!!!

did any1 can tell me what must i do 2 make my oliday better,..??

beside telling me 2 on9, find job, watch korean vid n etc dat i usually do when im bored,..

da reason y i dun want to do those thing:

1) on9 = im only on9 while im oliday,.. 247 on9,.. fb, tagged, utube, twitter, ym, blogger,..

2) find job = hmm, my mom dun let us work,.. beside, i want to work dat dun hve 2 go intrview in order 2 get dat job,..

3) watch korean vid = dis also what im doing in da rest of my olidays so far,...

so i can't thing of anything else,..

2mrw, i will go out wif my sis 2 watch mvie in mid valley,..

n hang out is d other thing dat i do during my olidays,..

last week we watch mvie once,..

but dis week, 2mrw r our 2nd mvies we watch at cinema,..

lucky us dat our mom allow us 2 go out n watch mvie,..

if not, i think we jz hang out in our house,..

huhuhuhuhu,..

so 2mrw, we plan 2 watch 2 mvies,..

paranormal activity n in time,..

but if only der's enough time 4 us 2 watch 2 mvies 2mrw,..

if not we only watch 1 mvie only,..

so dat's all i will post here 2day,..

wanna off nw but my eyes still can sleep,..

huhuhhuuhu,..

but neways, annyeong gaseyo,..

chalgayo,..

chaljayo,.. ^_~

my olidays ^_^

hey yoem,.. ^_^
cowey 'bout last nyte,..
i did said dat i gonna tell stiory 'bout sumthing else but i didn't,..
i ac2ly did meant another stry at my another acc,..
huhuhuhu,..
cowey yo'll,..

my fam n i hve been in terengganu since last thursday (night after ny exams finished),..
we've here 2 hve ourolidays as a fam here,..
da past thursday night we've stayed at the legend, cherating,..
last nyte n da day after dis we gonna stay at tanjung vista hotel, kuala terengganu,..
we've gonna b oliday 4 5 days,..

ryte nw, my parent r out 4 breakfast,..
only my sis, my 'lil bro n i dat stay here in dat hotel room,..
me n my sis oready had our breakfast at hotel cafe dis morn,..

after dis, if nothing happen my dad wanna take us 2 dam (dun noe da nme of it),..
and sumwhere else (can't rmmber),..
n my mom say she wanna buy 'telekong',..
when think back..
what about us,..??
what did we want,..?
what did i want,..??
hmmm,..
can't think any ac2ly,..
ryte nw d only think dat i hve in mind is wanna shopping,..
but since its not my money dat i wanna use,..
den i jz let it b,..
dun want to burden my parents,..
huhuhuhuhu,..

if i have a lot of maney,..
der r many things dat i wanna buy, go, etc,...
but when can i have all of dat,..??
can't think of it,..
cz after dis, der r lot things 2 do,..
but i do really hope dat i will get what i've been dream of,..

ac2ly, 2day (dun noe when), my auntie's fam will come here 2,..
2 have olidays 2gether wif us,..
so epy,..!!
but i do hope dat all of here,..
huhuhuhu,..
b'coz its been awhile since we hving oliday 2gether as a big fam,.. ^^

orytie,..
gonna go,..
dat's all for today,..
gotta go,..
bye yoem,.. ^_~

'bout my examination (finished oready)

tonight (big bang's song ^_^) i wanna share 'bout my last examination dat started 21st apr 'till da last 28th apr,..

my exam started by human resource paper,.. dat paper really made me mad,..! hate dat paper so much,.. hope dat i never repaet it,..! andwae,..!! i can't imagine dat i need to repeat it,.. god, jebal,..! den my next paper (23rd apr) was operation management paper,.. kinda tough but i think i can do it since i like calculation so much,.. ^_^ really hope dat i will get at least B+ 4 dis paper,.. after dat, i had investment paper on 25th apr on mon evening,.. dis paper same as OM paper,.. kinda tough but i think i can do it,.. but if compare invest n om, i think i perform better on OM myb (4 finals exam),.. hmm,.. next was malaysian economic paper,.. hehehehe,.. dis paper r so easy 4 me cz da question r so direct,.. easy 2 understand but i really2 sad cz i dun rmmber wht did i read n memorised (noyt all but most of it),.. huhuhu,.. and 4 da last paper, operation behaviour,.. i kinda like 2 answer dis paper cz its kinda easy 4 me,.. evnthough i did use my 'kbkk' (a 'lil) but i can answer it without headache,.. ^_~

so dat's jz what i wanna tell 'bout my exams paper,.. dun wanna tell all of it cz kinda bored to tell 'bout it,.. bored 4 me 2 tell n will be much bored to people dat 'will' read it (if any),.. heheheh,..

last but not least, i do hope dat i did score all my paper 4 dis sem,.. huhuhuuhhu,..

gonna pray hard 4 it,.. dun wanna make my pionter drop,.. i do not hunt 4 dean list student but i do hunt 4 3 pointer,.. but if i got dean list den its luck,.. ^_^

ok dat's all,.. wanna tell bout other things,..

it's been awhile ^^

wow,..!

it's been awhile since my last post,.. ^^

im cowey cz im been bz (ac2ly cannot access d internet),..

im currently having my sem break (a week),..

since it's will b chinese new year celebration,..

i wanna enjoy my holidays but i can't cz once sem break finished i will b facing 4 tests in a week,..

it's driving me insane,..!!

auh jebal,..!

GOD help me,..

but what da funny thing 'bout dis is i am really scare 'bout my upcoming tests but since i got home not evn 1 tyme i open my books,..

hahahaha,..

my mom oready nagging me 'bout dis but i still do nothing 'bout it,..

i ac2ly dun get my mood 2 open my books n stdy,..

n yes it will gve me trouble but i can't help it,..

if i force myself 2 stdy den i will b got nothing,..

huhuuhuhuhu,..

but whatever happen i hope i will do my bez in all my tests soon,.. ^_~

n 1 more thing dat i wanna tell is,...

I WILL B MOVING 2 A NEW HOUSE STATED AT KAJANG,..!!!

wow,..!

im so epy 'bout dat,..

i've been waiting 4 dis tyme since im 9 or 10 years old n nw im oready 22,..

u can count urselve hw long i've been waiting,.. =(

but finally it's comes true,..!!

hehehehe,..

if nothing happen we will b moving 2morrow n we're not evn packing any clothes n stuffs of us yet,..

hahahaha,..

we're jz too lazy 2 do dat evn 4 my mom,..

my dad oready told us 2 do dat 'bout 100 tymes,..

hehehehe,..

mianhae abah,.. ^^

but i really hope dat we will b moving 2morrow,..

i really2 wanna feel hw 2 live by my own,..

hope we will experience a gud living as 1 family,.. ^^

so i think dat's all 4 2day,..

but im not promise dat i will update soon,..

it will seem like decades b4 i will update again,..

den i guess gudbye 4 nw fellas,.. ^^

love u guys,..

bye2, annyeong,.. ^_~

b.E.t.T.e.R d.i.E d.E.n L.i.V.e !!!!

it's been awhile since my last post,...
miss 2 write in dis blog again,..
i write dis tyme jz like usual to burst out all da thing dat i feel 4 da WHOLE day,..
O.M.G,..!!
i dun like my live in dis house,.. !!!
y am i not jz DIED,..!!!!
i hate my live like dis,.. !!!
u wanna noe what da hell happen,..???
den dis da story behind it,.. !!!!

2day jz like d other day in my sem break but da diff is jz it feel like SHIT,..!!!
me n my sis were supposed 2 clean da WHOLE house b'coz of dis thing 2 get rid of evil spirit in my house AGAIN,..!
den we done it n we felt tired like HELL n jz GOD noe hw it feel,..
dis evening my granny at kitchen to cook sumthing obviously den we jz sat at da living room while im watching my fvt channel, my sis watch 90210 on her lappy den my granny at da kitchen cooked wif dis noisy sound,..
it's like she thrown da stuff at da kitchen 2 attract us 2 help her,..
i noe what her intensu=ion is but i jz sat der like FUCKING deaf,..
i dun feel like wanna help her evn 4 a 'lil thing,..
den my siswent 2 da kitchen n help her 4 a 'lil den her went back in front,..
den she do it again, throw stuff, my sis went back 2 da kitchen,..
b4 she went 2 da kitchen she told me wif her fucking annoying tone of her voice, said 'r u not gonna help granny at all ? ' den she gone,..
i was like 'what da hell ?' den i cont watching my fvt programme,..
after my sis help my granny 4 da second tyme, she went upstairs n kept herself up der,..
i dun gve a damn at all what her doing,.. it's not my damn bsness,..

den all my fam dat go 2 work get back 4m their office den eat what did my granny cook,..
n i still fucking sit n watched tv like what i did 4 da past 3 hours,..
im enjoyed 2 do dat rather den get in wif my fam conversation,..
den when i fin watch what i watch den i wanna tke a bath den my mom ask me what's wrong wif me den i jz said im fine den leave,..
dun evn turn my back,..
im fin bathing den i open my lappy n wanna enjoyed my on9 tyme,..
den out of da sudden my parents went up wif my 'lil bro,..
it's too early 4 dem 2 went upstairs,..
den my mom come 2 me den ask me 'why are u acting like dis ? wanna mke all people in dis house an enemy', den i goes 'what da hell r u talking bout?'
after dat i jz put my earphone den hear da songs out loud 'till can't hear her voice nemore,..
den she jz gone 2 her room,..
den i was like release cz will not gonna face her face,..
but what ui thought was jz BULLSHIT
cz not long den my dad call me n ask what happen 2 me AGAIN!
CAN'T THEY JZ GET DAT I SAID IM FINE,... !!
IF IM NOT OK I WILL BE CRAZY RYTE NW 2 LIVE IN DIS FAM,..!!!

ac2ly my maddes 2day jz b'coz of my granny dat mke me wanna KILLED HER n LIVE MY LIFE HAPPILY WITHOUT HER,.. !!!!
i dun bother 2 help her in da kitchen but dun she noe dat we jz get da WHOLE house cleaned,..????!!!
n y must she done what hve she done b4,..???
dat's was annoying,...!!!!
I DUN LIKE IT,...!!!
REALLY HATE IT,.. !!
but did she realise n feel what we felt,..??
NO,..!!
DA THING DAT SHE NOE JZ GVE US COMMAND 2 DO DIS N DAT,..!!!!!
WHAT A PSYCHO,..!!!
y did i said dat,..??
while we were like crazy tierd cleaned da house dat full of messiness dat not our fault of do it, she kept command us do so mny thing,..
we are not much diff like ROBOTS,..!!
given told 2 do THOUSANDS of work at da same tyme,..!!
'till we leave our work dat we were doing 2 do d other work,..!
didn't u, in my palce, wanna killed dat kind of person,..??
n jz imagine u were living wif dat kind of kind 4 da whole 21 years of ur live,..??!!!
IT WAS LIKE HELL, i tell u,..!!

if u tell me dat other fam diff live dey live in,..
YES I DID NOE DAT,..!!
but i think im jz enough 2 handle dis kind of thing but der's nothing i can do,..
i will live wif her till i DIE i guess since my parents keep saying dat we will be moving out but der r nothing happen 4 da 5 - 6 years past,..!!
if we were moving out den me will become a crazy person will reduce cz i will jz handle wif my mom n my sis only 2 get orders or anything else,..!!
but i dun noe 4 hw long will i stay wise,.. !!
hope i will stay nise till i go 2 KOREA,.. !!
der r da 1st n last place i wanna go,..
der r no other place i wanna go,..!
jz KOREA,..
but i also dun evn noe when i will go der,..!!
huhuhuhuhu,..

den i jz wrap dis up,..
dat's all i wanna tell 'bout my fucking sucks day of my live 2day,..!!
gudbye, annyeong, wassalam,..!!

my lovely family *_*

what will happen to my fam ac2ly,..?? i jz heard dat my mom said dat she, my dad n my granny hve sumthing on their body,..! i dun noe hw 2 pronounce it but in malay is 'santau n gne2',.. it's jz like sumone send u thing 4 really bad intention,.. huhuhuhu,.. when i heard dat i really got a goosebumps,.. can u imagine dat 4 dis long u've been talking 2 ur dad, ur mom n ur granny but other things hear it 2,.. aigoo,..~~ im so sad 4 them,..

da thing dat hanging at my dad's back r 2 broke my parents relation ac2ly,.. n da thing dat my granny had i dun noe what exctly it is 4,... huhuhuhuhu,.. from im small till nw, nver done 2 hear all of this in my fam,.. it is owez sumthing disturb my fam,..! der r owez people dat unsatisfied wif our fam,.. i dun noe which way dat they r not satisfied wif,.. my fam did not do sumthing dat will hurt people,.. jz being happy fam, people will jles at u,.. what is dat,..? dey r CRAAAAZZZYZYYYY,...!!! omo,..! GOD plez do help dem,..!

if i told people 'bout dis den dey might go like 'very wierd fam' but im dat oready 20 years lived in dis house r really used 2 it,.. sumtymes if da things r 2 hard 2 heal den i will get scred but if not den i jz go like 'whatevr',.. huhuhuh,..

my fam will nver live hppily like other fam r,..! y,..??! if u jz dun like or satisfied in what others do den jz let it go like tell others or jz kept it in our heart or if it is worst jz cried like hell,.. it all will go away ( dat's what i do ) but y must hurt dem wif dis 'haram' way,.. play wif 'bomoh',..! aigoo,.. ~~ nw it is worst i think 4 my fam cz my uncle does not do thing dat he owez do when my fam in dis situation,.. he said ' im not strong enough 2 fight wif all dat ',.. he is OKU person,.. huhuhuhuuhu,.. if only he culd help my dad, mom n granny,.. huhuhu,.. if he done what he is doing b4, he will fall sick 4 a long tyme,..

den my fam hve no choice for jz c ustz dat expert on dis,.. den he gve my mom, dad n granny salt 4 dem 2 get rid of dat thing,.. but i dun undrstand what da salt use 4,.. huhuhuhu,.. (so stupid),.. n nw i dun noe what da real thing going wif dem since they r look fine,.. i once ask my dad n my mom,.. 'r u guys doesn't feel anything 'bout dis,..?' den my dad answered ' nope, jz fine ' den i was like 'what,..? ok den',.. so what else must i worried 'bout,..?? huhuhuhu

so d only thing dat i can do nw is jz pray 4 their safety n healthy,.. huhuhuhu,.. really hope they r fine,.. if i do say i dun like 2 hear all of dis again in my fam den it jz bullshit cz it will happen again no matter hw hard we try 2 avoid it,.. =(

oryte,.. it's oready pass 3,.. i need 2 sleep den,.. huhuhu,.. hope GOD will protect my fam from all dis nonsence thing dat crazy people done 2 us,.. AMIN,..!!!

bzday presents *_*

today, i got my bzday presents from my mom n my dad,.. ^_^ im soo haapy,.. i got present way too early from my ac2al bzday,.. my bzday suppose 2 b on 4th dec but my parents give it 2 me today,.. same as my sis dat suppose 2 b clbrting her bzday on 24th nov which is dis wednsday,..

u wanna noe what did we get,..?? we get da saem thing but diff in color, shape n model,.. we jz got hp notebook + all da gadgets n beautiful necklace,.. im really like da necklace,.. it's not dat i dun like my notebook jz im da type of person dat so into accessories,.. heehhehehe,..

i must be a lot of costs 2 buy all dat stuff 4 us,.. we, my sis n i, really thankful 2 our parents,.. my sis n i did plan dat we must buy sumthing 4 my dad n my mom 4 their bzday,.. my dad bzday oready past but we didn't gve him anything,.. jz a wish from jengka,.. huhuhuhu,.. n my mom bzday on 23rd jan,.. we plan 2 gve their present on da same day,.. as 4 my dad belated bzday present n 4 my mom earlier bzday present jz same like us,.. ^_^

but we didn't evn noe what 2 buy 4 dem,.. i think wanna buy my mom perfume n my dad shirt / 'kemeja',.. but my mom did hve plenty of perfume n my dad also hve plenty of shirt,.. so we in delema on what shuld we buy 4 our parents,.. huhuhuh,.. hope we can decide it b4 we go out on 4th dec soon,.. ^_~

on my bzday, i will gve da present dat we buy 4 our parents,.. ^_^ also on my bzday my beloved fwen, dewi, will come 2 kl n celebrate mine n her bzday 2gether,.. evn her bzday did past on 4th dec she refuse wanna come,.. her bzday on 25th nov, on dis thursday,.. 2morrow i will go out wif my cousins n i will think what present i shuld buy 4 dewi,.. ^_^ i can't wait 4 dat day, 4th dec, 2 come,.. it's not jz my bzday but i wanna c my fwen like crazy,..!!! huhuhuhu,.. really miss her so much,..!

hmm,.. nw tyme oready pass 3 a.m,.. i must sleep nw,.. gdnyte 2 all,.. c ya,.. n hope dat our day 2morrow will b da better den 2day,.. jaljayo,.. ZZZZzzzZZZzzz,.. @_@